Sunday, February 19, 2017

I love you God..

Had been driving on roads that got familiar with each trip.. and God always took me to unknown roads.. for me to learn.. and get familiar.. and drive off safe.. everytime i thought i lost my way, God had His own indicators showing me the directions of destiny.. He filled my pocket everytime i stopped for fuel..  I see angels on my way... i know He sent them to cheer me while i am tired.. i know..
He want me to be the best driver and want me to experience the best journey..

God.. why am i so special for you?

Alpaviraam

Alpaviraam

I ran behind the vehicle
Ammu had forgot her pouch
I yelled at the bus driver as i ran
He did not stop..
And watched the bus moving far
I returned home and searched for devu
She was not seen anywhere..
I ran through the neighbouring streets
Peeped in all open doors calling out for her
Then i saw my father walking across..
And devu holding his fingers..
I was relieved.. i called her.. she did not notice
I followed them.. calling her name..
She did not turn to me..
I was wondering.. may be she is angry..
But then i realised.. no one looked at me..
No one answered me when i searched my kid
As if no one could hear me.. as if no one could see me
I entered my house.. right behind devu
She ran and sat beside someone who was lying down..
I saw devu hugging and kissing the pale face..
I went near and had a close look..
It was me.. immobile.. without words..

I could talk but no one can hear me..
I could see all but no one saw me..
I could run but my body lay immobile..

Oh God, can i get my life back..?
If not, can you take me back..?

You made me special..

You made me special..

You taught me how to smile
Even when the pain was deep
You taught me how to be strong
When you walked with your trembling feet
You taught me how to forgive
By giving up everything for your lil sister
You taught me what it means to be big
Everytime you shared even the last cookie in your box
You taught me patience
When you watched your sister sit in my lap and you waited endlessly for your turn
You are not special.. but a precious gift
And blessed i am! As you made me special..