Moksh!

Walked through ember
Crossed the earth
Stepped on the door
To the City of God
We shook hands
He said there is time
So i walked back

Reincarnated?

you came and you left..

you came and you left..

I was alone.. my sky was blue
you came.. colored my world
there came trees, flowers, fruits
there came birds.. chirping and songs
wind blew and carried fragrance..
I was breathing love all over
I wanted a flower.. you gave me a garden
you gave me wings and made me fly

I close my eyes....and there it rained..
and roared over my little blue sky..
the thunder and the storm
washed away my world..
the trees, the flowers, the birds
and the wings.. had vanished!
deep i fell over the ruins
which once was a garden

I opened my eyes
and i stand again!!
but i can take the walk alone
I will never quit
you came and you left..
and made me strong enough
to be myself and stand alone!

I love you God..

Had been driving on roads that got familiar with each trip.. and God always took me to unknown roads.. for me to learn.. and get familiar.. and drive off safe.. everytime i thought i lost my way, God had His own indicators showing me the directions of destiny.. He filled my pocket everytime i stopped for fuel..  I see angels on my way... i know He sent them to cheer me while i am tired.. i know..
He want me to be the best driver and want me to experience the best journey..

God.. why am i so special for you?

Alpaviraam

Alpaviraam

I ran behind the vehicle
Ammu had forgot her pouch
I yelled at the bus driver as i ran
He did not stop..
And watched the bus moving far
I returned home and searched for devu
She was not seen anywhere..
I ran through the neighbouring streets
Peeped in all open doors calling out for her
Then i saw my father walking across..
And devu holding his fingers..
I was relieved.. i called her.. she did not notice
I followed them.. calling her name..
She did not turn to me..
I was wondering.. may be she is angry..
But then i realised.. no one looked at me..
No one answered me when i searched my kid
As if no one could hear me.. as if no one could see me
I entered my house.. right behind devu
She ran and sat beside someone who was lying down..
I saw devu hugging and kissing the pale face..
I went near and had a close look..
It was me.. immobile.. without words..

I could talk but no one can hear me..
I could see all but no one saw me..
I could run but my body lay immobile..

Oh God, can i get my life back..?
If not, can you take me back..?

You made me special..

You made me special..

You taught me how to smile
Even when the pain was deep
You taught me how to be strong
When you walked with your trembling feet
You taught me how to forgive
By giving up everything for your lil sister
You taught me what it means to be big
Everytime you shared even the last cookie in your box
You taught me patience
When you watched your sister sit in my lap and you waited endlessly for your turn
You are not special.. but a precious gift
And blessed i am! As you made me special..

I have two gem stones with me..

Walking past the sand I crossed the earth
Leaving everything far behind
All i could see is my foot steps 
That followed me all the way
I looked into my hands
My fingers were clenched tight
There was something inside 
I opened them and found
Two gem stones of my life
All that I carry when i crossed the world
Are those that i picked from my memories..
I have two gem stones with me

I am an angel..

The light that touched me
Made me an angel
For it touched the sky
And the trees, And the river
For it touched the wind
And the rain, And the sand
For it touched the stars
And the sun, And the moon
For it touched the nature
And made it divine
The light that touched me
Made me an angel